day 2

Back to the same spot for a picture but other than that nothing's the same. I'm no longer that me I was 10 months ago. I want different things now.

Sometimes we know the truth clearer than anyone else.

We listen to the words of others, the stories of others but in our heart we sense it perfectly well. Yet, day after day, we continue to live in denial of ourself and the characters that make up this awkward play of what one calls life.

Today I ached.

And a switch snapped inside.

But as twisted as fate would have it, what I desire most right now becomes unachievable without real sacrifice.

I really hate this.