shattered

I always think I can (and I will) survive alone; but as much as I think I can, I always hope there's someone there for me to lean on to whenever I have to. 

I used to have one. 

Today is one of the days where I feel just so broken deep inside and all I want is somebody to just hug me tight and tell me "It's okay" and then let me cry it out loud all I want. 

But instead, I cried silently in the shower... And managed to make my way to the room without anyone noticing my absence after that.